LYRICS
Hardly waking up before the mornings over
I was up late last night again
Going through my mind another thought I took out on the pillow
And I can’t sleep away the fear
So I lay here wide awake
The lack of sleep won’t get you closer to where you wanna go
You lay your head down
And you can sleep knowing that everything is gonna be alright
Trudging through the day trying not to slip into a panic
And I can feel the time tick, tick, tick
Will there be a day when skies are blue and I look back on where I am
And see the point of all of this??
Oh but not yet, not yet, not yet!
And I lay here wide awake
The lack of sleep won’t get you closer to where you wanna go
You lay your head down
And you can sleep knowing that everything is gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alri-i-i-ight!
It’s gonna be alri-i-i-ight!
Yea! We’re gonna be alri-i-i-ight!!
It’s gonna be alri-i-i-iiiiiiiight!!
Giving all you can, so much more than you thought you had in ya
And still its not there in your hands
I’ve seen a brighter day than any darkness could convince me otherwise
I’ll cling for life to hold to it
And I lay here wide awake
I don’t know how I’ll get there but I know where I’m going
You lay your head down
And you can sleep knowing that everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright, everything is gonna be alright
Now this could be
The start of something beautiful
A love I've never known before
This feels so real
The day you swept me off my feet
You're better than I ever wondered
You're the one that I never saw coming
And I never want this to end
Its okay cause you're worth the risk
Falling in love never felt like this
I wanna be where you are forever
There's nothing better than us together
I feel so young and I feel in love
You're a dream I'm never waking up, no I’m not
I feel nervous
My heart is racing next to you
And I can tell you feel it too
And I see glimpses
Of a future made of me and you
I never want to leave never I think what we got will last forever
True love is so hard to get
And some people never find it
But you make me think that it still exists
And I never want this to end
It's okay cause you're worth the risk
Falling in love never felt like this
I wanna be where you are forever
There's nothing better than us together
I feel so young and I feel in love
You're a dream I'm never waking up
I'm never gonna leave your side
No matter what comes I'll be beside you
I'm gonna leave it all behind
No matter what comes I'll be beside you
I wanna be where you are forever
There's nothing better than us together
I feel so young and I feel in love
You're a dream I'm never waking up, no I’m not
You're a dream I'm never waking up
CRUMBLE
It always comes so quickly
Unsettled inside, the back of my mind
Aware of every movement
I’m having to hide and try not to try
You are peripheral and nothing at all
Why do you take up all the space in my thoughts
I want to keep moving
It’s just a conversation
Just release, don’t think about it
There’s nothing to worry about
Now
You have my attention
Don’t give me those eyes, there’s nowhere to hide
I drip dry and reason
To keep you from my clever disguise
There is no purpose to keep hiding these bones
She’s seeing X-Ray through the thickest of clothes
It’s just a conversation
Just release, don’t think about it
There’s nothing to worry about
Now
Don’t tuck your heart away
That’s right when you begin to crumble
Trying to learn from yesterday
I only want laughs
Can’t seem to get that
I am afraid that the dirt rubs off of me and gets onto you
Supposed To
I got a past
Thoughts coming fast
From the deep
Never enough distance from when
My world collapsed
And in the crash
I felt a
A part of me left behind
Most of me left behind
And if it went like it’s supposed to
You wouldn’t be gone
I can’t let go like I’m supposed to
It’s all I’ve got
I still hear voices from my bed
Want to wake up and lift my head
To see you standing in the doorway
But still I hope this is the better way
I don’t understand
You got the wrong man
And left me
Without any clarity
If you got a plan
Just let me in
And I’ll believe
Just whisper again to me
Whisper again to me
And if it went like it’s supposed to
You wouldn’t be gone
I can’t let go like I’m supposed to
It’s all I’ve got
I still hear voices from my bed
Want to wake up and lift my head
To see you standing in the doorway
But still I hope this is the better way
Where am I now?
Want to be found right next to you
Where are you now?
Break the walls down to be with you
Small Talk
If I had a nickel or a dime
Every time that I fell from the sky attempting to fly
I’d buy an airplane
Maybe these wings weren’t meant to fly
Maybe I’m just your typical guy who flies in an airplane
Oh, what a plain Jane
No one’s meant to be the one on top
Even the best can’t hold the spot
Join in a race that’ll never stop by joining the small talk
Give it up cause the talk won’t stop
Don’t give your attention to what’s not
Your goods in a house that’ll never lock
After all, it’s all talk
How come when I look you in the eye
I feel down by where you occupy
I’m knocked out
Ow, I’m knocked out
Turn it around and endorse that lie
I look down on where you live your life
You’re knocked out
Without a sound
No one’s meant to be the one on top
Even the best can’t hold the spot and
Join in a race that’ll never stop by joining the small talk
Give it up cause the talk won’t stop
We’re playing the game we’ve all been taught
Pass it along like we won’t get caught
Come on now, it’s all talk
I tell myself
I’ve lost the right
To the things I call my own
But here tonight
I can’t tell what’s holding on to me
Everyday I try
To ignore the day before
But the highest tide
Is creeping up my shore
And I’m drowning
And I tell myself the lost aren’t that far gone
And I tell myself the broken grow back strong
But is it really true?
I saw that light
Before my world grew dark
When you come to find
The corners of your heart, your heart
And I’m not so sure my doubts won’t run me through
Use up all my breath just asking what to do
And I tell myself the lost won’t be gone long
And I tell myself the broken grow back strong
I’m holding on to you
Further on
You’re not there
But you want to go
You don’t even know why
All the cares
That hold you close
Lock you up in the back of your mind
You stop short
Before you’re out the door
Like it’s locked from the outside
Your head high
But never really sure
If you’ll ever make it out alive
I see you out there in front of me
Like you’ve been there waiting
You give the burden to send relief
Cause you know what comes further on
Just when
You’re making ground
A wind comes to knock you down
You give it all
To get on your feet
You’re still standing waist deep
You look out
And hope your gaze
Will find color in the grey
You strip down
To shed the weight
But the shame on your shoulder stays
I see you out there in front of me
Like you’ve been there waiting
You give the burden to send relief
Cause you know what comes further on
I see you out there in front of me
Like you’ve been there waiting
Promises of what’s yet to be
When I’m weary of further on
Keep me running for further on